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I was at district band when I recieved a phone call. It was one of my stepdad's friends telling me my stepdad was dead. Apparently he opened the dishwasher at 3 in the morning and had a heart attack. I basically just walked around crying for a while. I saw Jacqui B. and was like.. MY STEPDAD IS DEAD.. and she gave me a hug. I could feel the fabric of her sweatshirt on my face, it was weird. Then my mom came to pick me up in my stepdad's truck. I didn't want to say anything to her because she was too upset to even acknowledge it. So I got into the truck and just kept getting choked up the whole way home. Then when I woke up I realized I had really been crying.